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Return of the Kings / Re: Chapter One
« on: August 08, 2019, 02:24:17 pm »
They had destroyed the world, and perhaps themselves.

Nicholas felt hollowed, flayed as he walked towards the door. The image of Rhys holding Michael’s bloodied and limp body close to his body still chilled him. Michael would have never let that man near him, emotionally or physically, and now they had left their King with his Devil. Still, the assault that the King and Prince had masterfully executed to slash Nicholas’s confidence still wrung at him. He felt empty without Sai or Michael, and his head pounded with the sense of failure.

No, a voice argued deep down, as though at the bottom of a well. Nicholas could barely hear it through the fuzz of his own thoughts, feeling Lien’s own despair next to him as they stepped out into the cool morning light.

He took a deep shaking breath, leaning into that small fight within him. It helped to be in the fresh air, away from the confining space that was Rhys’s. “We gave Michael a fighting chance,” he said. “If he was dead, we would have nothing. Firesse gone. Michael has bested Rhys before, and he can again. We will…” he took a deep shuddering breath. “We have to believe in Michael.”

~~

“Do what you will. You always have.”

Rahal hadn’t expected such words. He had expected a plea, a request for lenience. His emerald gaze turned to Sai, and they showed that even the simplicity of Sai’s words had triggered the man. Rahal stopped, his grip tightening on Sai. “Of course I have,” he hissed. “I would have nothing otherwise.” 

He turned to Sai, half pushing him into the wall to halt him. “I knew exactly what you were. A King’s ****,” his head turned predatorily, looking down at him. “I have no regrets for what I have done, save that I hadn’t known to hold your throat for longer. If it wasn’t Michael, it would have been Rhys, and that was my spot.”

He could remember – the many nights spent with clients, hoarding their small trinkets of favor. All to be seen. Rhys would never even look at him when Michael was around. He could remember that child – dark haired, laughing, given everything while Rahal survived in a cold room. Rahal’s chest burned, that hot flash of emotions bringing him back to that child. The grip on Sai’s arm was painful.

He reached behind him, and shoved open the door Sai was leaning next to. Inside was a bare room, with a four poster chamber bed and an empty intricately designed dresser. One side of the walls was frosted glass, and looked over the entryway of Sanguarina. Sai could see, from the frosted glass, Lien and Nicholas leave. “Alone,” Rahal hissed and shoved Sai inside. “You are alone. If I have any say in it, you will never see that fucker King again.”

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Return of the Kings / Re: Chapter One
« on: July 27, 2019, 12:30:11 pm »
As Rahal watched Sai lean over Michael, his heart burned with fierce hatred. Rahal had only limited interactions with Michael, but he felt he knew that man’s heart, and he didn’t find it too different than his own. Yet, here he had this small troupe of fools all clamoring for his life. Rahal glanced over at Rhys, then stuck his chin up defiantly. He didn’t need this love. It made all of these fools weak. He didn’t need or want it.

“I’m not waiting for you,” he said coolly, “Let’s go.” He uncoiled himself from the chair, picking the knife up delicately in his hands. He noticed Nicholas turn his head at the sound of the knife being lifted, and Rahal grinned widely. “Honored guest,” he repeated, sliding the knife into his robes. “No need to worry.”

Nicholas glared hatefully at Rahal before looking at Sai. “I’m sorry,” he breathed, staring at him. This wasn’t supposed to happen. What had been the cost of Michael’s revival?

Everything.

Rahal sauntered to Sai, taking him by the elbow. In a low voice, he murmured, “You’re done with these people. Say bye,” but Rahal didn’t give him the moment, just steered him out of the lounge. “Maddox,” he clicked at the servant, jerking his head back towards the room as he walked Sai.

Nicholas watched Sai leave, a cold chill coming over him as one of their own was taken away. He turned his gaze back to Rhys, holding baited breath as he waited for their own dismissal. At least, he hoped that was what they waited for.

His grip changed on Sai’s elbow, sliding down to his foreman, nearly holding hands. Rahal looked over at him, that oily smile still on his face. “I already killed you,” he said pleasantly. “I don’t have the opportunity to kill a bird twice. You know,” Rahal shook his hair back, those long fiery locks hanging over his back. “The King has his eyes many places. His focus is far and reaching,” he looked straight ahead. “He doesn’t see everything.”

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Return of the Kings / Re: Chapter One
« on: July 26, 2019, 01:04:17 pm »
The weight of Rhys's hand on Nicholas's head felt like a stone. Mentally, he wanted to flinch away, but he somehow couldn't muster the movement under the weight of his own emotions and self hatred. He couldn't look at anyone - not Sai, Lien, or Rahal. He tracked the tiles, noticing that his vision blurred with wetness. He harshly blinked the tears away, until he felt cool glass in his hand. The sensation of it was one he didn't believe at first, but he glanced up hastily at Rhys and then his own hand. He had been given it. The kaleidoscope of colors in the vial truly did make it look like something that had come from a fairy tale. For a brief moment, he felt a soaring love for Rhys for giving it finally, after all that torment. The emotion stalled and Nicholas could resume his breathing. That was what it had been like before. Give yourself, and the smallest affections meant the world.

Nicholas didn't manage a thank you. He tore away, returning to Michael's side. Seeing the bloodied King helped to remind him who he was, but Michael was hardly the man he had been before. Nicholas cupped the King's jaw, feeling the dried blood crack as he pushed the jaw open and poured in the liquid of fairy tales inside the King's mouth. It had been what he wanted since he came in, and the sense of relief was indescribable to him.

--

The floating stopped. Something warm came through the river of nothing that Michael was floating through. He couldn't remember his name, or that he was human, or that life besides this emptiness had ever been a thing.

Yet, his eyes opened. There was no Michael yet filling them, and he couldn't yet see the world. There were blurs all around, and light.

Something heavy laid on the side of his face... he had a face..... a blue moved in his vision.

"Michael?"

Sound. Memory was closing in on him, but for now Michael was base. His dull, open eyes turned, looking around the room.

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Return of the Kings / Re: Chapter One
« on: July 26, 2019, 12:23:52 pm »
Nicholas felt white rage blind his vision. He had given everything to this man, and when he freed Michael, he had only taken his due. With a whip of his hand, Nicholas swung the gun forward and fired one clean bullet into the King’s forehead. The Blood King sprouted some of his namesake into the air, and splattered on his **** perfect face. Rahal let out a rageful scream, lurching forward and seizing the knife from the table. Nicholas turned, the gun roaring loudly again in the lounge room. Rahal fell with a snarl, blood staining the white of his shoulder. Nicholas stood over him, that disgusting and twisted man, and shot him coolly in the head as well. Both Prince and King still, Nicholas looked over at Sai and Lien. “We’re free,” he muttered, as he reached to grab the box next to the King’s body. “Let’s go.”

Nicholas's eyes truly conveyed the blood lust he imagined, just for a moment. The vision was tempting, and the gun was cold in Nicholas’s hand. He could particularly imagine the smell of blood. The two tyrants would be dead, and have no more grasps of their life. He wished it was that simple. If he was to fufill the vision, the other Kingdoms would crash down upon Firesse for the bloodshed. The peace between the Kingdoms was delicate, but he feared they would all end up in death’s clutch if he were to act on it. He felt his knees crumble, lowering himself in front of Rhys. He tried to feel nothing, to remove the emotions that he had developed over years under Michael’s rule. He wasn’t entirely successful, still feeling that queasy shake in his belly. The tile was hard to kneel on, and Nicholas bowed his head to not make eye contact with Rhys.

It isn’t real. It’s just a dream. You can leave soon, and run.

He shakily removed the rags of his robe, leaving him shirtless and bare in the room. His chest and back, which he had consistently hidden over the years, were bare to all. Rhys’s cuts were long, smooth, a delicate pattern that followed Nicholas’s rib cage and tone. Notches were made between the cuts, nearly an art, if it hadn’t been made of someone’s flesh. The only sound in the room was Nicholas’s panting and uneven breath. Rahal stood, watching Nicholas with cat like satisfaction, as he moved behind Sai. Those emerald eyes turned to the young man, and a cruelly turned his lips up in a mocking smile.

Nicholas pushed the gun from him, the metal sliding along the tile with a low rattle. “He is dying,” Nicholas breathed. “You have us all in your hand. P-please…. He doesn’t have this time to waste, Mas…” The word choked in his throat. Nicholas truly thought he couldn’t say it. He tried it again, but the M stammered, before he managed, “….master.”

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Return of the Kings / Re: Chapter One
« on: July 18, 2019, 11:03:11 pm »
They’re taking his love again.

Nicholas could remember the scene. The packed courtyard, the blood on the tile, the pale body on the floor. Rhys certainly had a plan in how to man handle Michael, only now this one was so much more refined. He heard Lien’s protest, and thought vaguely to himself that Michael had been wrong about Lien. Lien could have been a greater King than Michael had expected, but that wasn’t the path laid. The bricks for the path were crumpled, broken into threes, and laid in his, Lien, and Sai’s hands, and they were desperately trying to fit them together to bring some semblance of life back. The look on Rahal’s face was frightening. That man was sick, broken. He had been since he was a child. Nicholas wondered if there was anyone the Prince was close to, and with certainty, he decided that there was no one who would love that man. His own mother tried to kill him in the womb. He tightened his grip on Sai’s hand. The boy would need to be brave. Every one of them had been scarred by this place, and it was cruel to ask any to return, but for Michael and Firesse’s life, it was necessary.

“Come here, Nicholas,” Rhys had said. Nicholas was thrown to a million times the King had said this, and he had eagerly and silently obeyed. Nicholas’s hand tightened briefly on Sai’s, whether for his own comfort or Sai’s it was hard to say, and then he stood shakily and turned to Rhys. Moments ago, he had told that man that he wasn’t his King. Now, he was obeying. Right back. How did this happen? How did Rhys always win on top of them all? Then, his eye caught the gleam of the glass bottle and he remembered. There was all type of bait in the world, and Nicholas had came running in loudly looking for it. How could he blame Rhys for pulling on the hook?

Rahal shifted in his seat, leaning forward to look closer at Sai. There were no words, but the malice and hunger were clear in his eyes. Nicholas paused, “Your Prince will hurt him,” he said. “Micha- the King would never..” Nicholas may have continued, but Rahal had stood harshly. The chair dragged on the wood, and Rahal glared at him.

“I am tired of the words of a rat.” With that, Rahal swiped out. There was a gleam of metal in his hand. Nicholas took a long step back. He hadn’t expected Rahal to still be armed. However, there was no cut on his skin. There was only a ripping of his fabric. Rahal, long hair hanging over his shoulders, took a stride forward and swiped again. Nicholas’s clothing was hanging, tattered now, around his shoulders. His hand rose to the heavy robe, but Rahal seized the hands and threw them down. His hands took the tears and pulled down, exposing a long series of healed scarred skin on his abdomen. “I don’t know what else my King could have done to try to teach you,” Rahal hissed. “It is a mercy you have your life, eyes, or tongue. I’d shut the **** up now, before I remedy any of that.” He looked at his King, “Only by my King’s will, do you stand as whole as you appear.” The words were cold, sarcastic, and mocking.

Then, Rahal sat. He sat at obediently as he had previously, when he had simply ran an errand for the King. Nicholas stood there, trembling, staring down at the rounded scars on his abdomen. All marks derived from his naval line and curled upwards towards his shoulders. Across his chest was an intricate criss cross. The thick clothes that Nicholas always wore were shattered and Rhys’s ownership of his skin exposed.

The air was hot. Rahal watched, returning to his composed impassivity. He had even placed the knife on the coffee table, near any who could have wanted it. Nicholas closed his eyes, breathing harshly to himself, before opening them again. Without words, he approached Rhys. He wanted to cover himself, as the thought of Rhys looking at his handiwork created a sick feeling inside him, but Sai and Lien were so upset. The two beautiful men had never seen the scarred flesh of Nicholas, and the embarrassment and shame threatened to overwhelm Nicholas. He had to be impassive. He stood in front of Rhys, and wondered if he should kneel. Rahal stared hotly at him, clearly expecting it, but Nicholas just stood. There was a dull glaze in his brown eyes, but his fingers were clenched tight. There was defiance in the stance, but something was rattling against in his brain that kept him still and frozen. Michael… Michael never did this to him. He was allowed to be something like a man with Michael. He needed to make sure that man lived.

Nicholas rose his eyes to Rhys. The dullness remained, but so did the fire from earlier in their conversation. With great hesitation, Nicholas reached out a hand.

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Return of the Kings / Re: Chapter One
« on: July 18, 2019, 09:39:56 pm »
The King’s blood seeped through the fabric of the chair. Michael’s head was tilted back, darkened crimson blood dried along the side of his face and mouth. His once lush hair hung dully along his thin face. The hemorrhage had clearly ravaged his body, and was now ending his existence. There was no part of Michael’s mind that was present in this moment – that knew of where he had been returned, and the passionate pleas for his life, and the sacrifices about to occur. All that Michael knew was that he floated along the black, and that he had forgotten his name, and that the breath was becoming shallower, and soon it all would be gone.

~~

Nicholas felt the words pull from him. At Firesse, his words were valued and listened to, even by the King when allowed. Here, they were poison, to both him and Michael. He felt deep shame when Lien had to bow. He wanted to encourage the Prince up, that he was a Prince of Michael’s Firesse,  but Lien hadn’t grown in the same situation as Michael and Nicholas. He didn’t share that anger and hatred, but instead simply understood politics. It was Lien’s service that worked, and Nicholas stood red faced, blood trickling down his check.

 He shifted uncomfortably, looking down, but when Rahal was sent, his eyes jerked up to stare at Rhys. He searched for any confirmation of the Estraella tale, his heart pounding heavily in his chest. Rhys was as impossible to read. Yet, when the locket appeared, Nicholas’s heart stopped pounding. In fact, everything stopped. Could it…. Could this far fetched dream have some truth to it?

He had shamed himself. Nicholas had faced his monster and remained defeated. He had tried to speak as a man, perhaps a free man, and was brutally reminded of where he was and who he was and who he would always be. Nicholas’s fingers clenched into his heavy sleeves, feeling the hot scars beneath.

"As I told you, I'm a businessman. So here are my terms. Sai, my little bird, shall remain here under our care as a sign of good faith.” Rahal’s emerald eyes nestled on Sai. He wanted the dove to feel them, to remember the last time Sai was under Sanguinara’s care. A deep, purring contentment raised in Rahal’s gut at the thought. He could finish what he wasn’t able to finish with Michael. As Rhys continued, he sharply turned to Rhys at the mention  of Michael staying at Sanguinara. “Ki-“ Rahal began and cut himself off damn quick. He rolled his neck, looking sharply away from Rhys as though hoping that Rhys wouldn’t note his questioning. Still, the knife of a man became rigid, thinking of the increased presence of that damn Michael. Rahal gazed at the bloodied man. He had never seen Michael looking more pleasing to him than he did now – on his death bed.

“They both would need safety reassurances…” Nicholas began, but quickly trailed off as he stared at the glass bottle. He looked at Sai, and dismay crossed Nicholas’s face. He had promised the young Master he would not allow harm to come to him. Nicholas wanted to beg Rhys to let him stay with Sai, to care for him, but he saw how Rhys had responded to Lien’s servitude and humbleness. He didn’t believe his words would help them achieve their goal. Instead, turning away from Rhys, Nicholas slowly knelt and gripped Sai’s hand. It was the kneeling of a servant, much like Lien’s, and Nicholas pressed his forehead into Sai’s hand.

Nicholas’s gift to the conversation was silence and stillness, just as he had been all those years in this palace.

It was a desperate bow to Rhys after all his impertinence.

Still, Nicholas’s brain was free and wired, and he was desperately trying to think of a plan to free both Michael and Sai from this once the deed was done.
He had nothing at this time, but he stared at the beloved Prince, awaiting his decision.

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Return of the Kings / Re: Chapter One
« on: July 13, 2019, 01:49:21 pm »
Rahal stirred from his languid position. He had been delightedly eating up Nicholas's discomfort, the sense of Rhys's command and power in the room, but Rahal sensed the shift in Rhys. He uncoiled his limbs, searching Rhys's face wonderingly, before looking back at Nicholas with a more serious expression. Worse, a curiosity.

Nicholas had spent his entire childhood trying to make sure that this man had all his needs met, that everything was accounted for. He had never expected to face the wrath he saw on Rhys's face. Even chained and tormented, Rhys had remained cool and collected. It showed in the specific direction and pattern of his scars. Now, Nicholas thought Rhys may be capable of anything, and currently he was the focal point of that energy.

****.

Nicholas swallowed painfully. He had to collect himself. He took deep breaths, letting the silence hang. Slowly, he turned his eyes to Lien and Sai. "He knows the word." He stared meaningfully at them. It could be the smallest bit of hope.


Anger flashed through Rahal. He couldn't believe this man. He spoke to others when the King directed a question at him. He held a gun in the presence of his King. Rahal stood, slowly, his anger contained only to his eyes. Nicholas's attention returned to Rhys as Rahal stood. The servant glared, trying to contain himself, before shakily returning his gaze to Rhys.

"A father told a story to his son once.  A mouse overheard."

"You're looking young, Rhys."

Nicholas put his hand behind his back. Behind, his fingers were shaking visibly.

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Return of the Kings / Re: Chapter One
« on: July 08, 2019, 05:15:29 pm »
As Rhys spoke, Nicholas felt his skin tighten. He was a man born to serve, and to be told that he was by someone who was his superior from a young age denied him his internal truth. His hand squirmed along his arm, fidgeting as he wavered with his eye contact. A part of him wanted to admit that Rhys was correct. He knew that Michael would rather die than be here, but Michael’s life wasn’t the only one of value in Firesse. He… His own life was of value. He had to value it, because Nicholas sincerely believed no one else would value it. Not Prince Lien, Master Sai, King Michael.. he had to.. he…

Michael would have been strong enough for this. The dying King had come face to face with Rhys many times over the years, and he had maintained face and courage. Nicholas just felt like he was melting.

“Overstepped your position…”

Yes.

“Your stupidity is overshadowed by your naivety.”

Yes.

Somewhere, he could hear Lien and Sai losing faith in him. Their voices drowned in the background of the noise in his brain. Sai’s desperate cry, Lien reasserting his rightness…

His nails dug into the pillow cover, the chains rattling as they did so. The pain of knife, the hand in his hair pushing down into the casing as the delicate curve split his sk- NO.

Nicholas let out a shaking, pained breath. His vision cleared to Rahal’s predatory eyes, languid and chillingly pleased with Nicholas’s discomfort. Shifting over to Rhys’s – seeing the anger, the composure.

“Yo-you haven’t proved that you have anything that would help the King,” Nicholas began slowly. “You are not the hospital, as the Prince says. Why do you think I brought him to you?” Nicholas paused, his gaze venturing closer to Rhys, “because of a traitorous heart? No, I am desperately hoping for a miracle, and rumor has it you are the only person with this miracle that may save my dying King.” Nicholas paused, then said the legend, “An Estraella.”

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Return of the Kings / Re: Chapter One
« on: July 01, 2019, 11:28:06 pm »
Rahal’s tense expression eased as Rhys dug into Nicholas. The man, who had so recently attacked them all, leaned happily into the cushions as Rhys turned his attention towards Nic. He laughed under his breath. His laughter was like broken glass, falling hard, without compassionate joy. It was clear he loved how Rhys taunted Nicholas for old scars, while a fresh one, and one from Rahal himself, was bleeding heavily on the servant’s face.

Nicholas stood, still and stiff, stunned at Rhys’s words. They threw him back into darkness. He could hear the door unlock, the brief light casting into the darkness before it closed again. Firm hand holding down, cruel and angry hisses, and that knife slicing through his skin. It had been a lesson that lasted weeks, with periods of healing allowed before new wounds afflicted. How Nic had wondered why Rhys hadn’t just killed him. He could remember the door being unlocked, heavy clangs as the system worked, and some poor wretch of a servant applying a salve over the bloody mess that was his arms, legs, back, chest. His wrist and ankle had been chained to the wall, making escape impossible, so he only laid still during these times. Each time someone came to treat his abused flesh, he wondered if it was done. If Rhys had forgiven him, or forgotten him, and that he could die or be let go. However, time after time, the door opened, and it was his King armed with a knife. At the beginning, Nicholas tried to keep a brave face and accepted the cuts, as though he thought that if he allowed Rhys to physically manifest his hurt at Michael's lost on Nicholas's skin would ease the overall punishment, but soon Nicholas realized that the knife didn't stop and would cry, beg, until his throat was raw.  Nicholas would try not to scream, but he began to feel like a chunk of meat torn up for slaughter and he never felt that he would escape that bloody bed, or the chains, or Rhys’s strong grip or the smell of his own vo-

“You are not my King,” Nicholas said, forcing himself free of the memories. They were a void, a bloody void, that wanted to reclaim him. Still, the man servant visibly struggled to meet Rhys’s eyes. He swayed briefly, before swallowing and forcing his eyes up. Rhys and Rahal… Rahal was leaning back in the chair, not a care in the world. Rhys reclining with his **** coffee. Nicholas felt worn with the hell of their morning, and here were these serpents watching him with no concern. His hand unconsciously ran along the thick robe he always wore. He could feel the criss cross scars raised beneath the surface. Those marks were all over him. They felt hot under Rhys’s eyes. Nicholas shook his head again, trying to shake out the servitude that he had led his life with. It wouldn’t help him now.

“My body has remained adequate for the service King Michael needed over the years. As you have seen, he thrived,” Nicholas grit his teeth, and shifted the gun in his hand. He would not tell of the stiffness of his limbs, of the daily stretches, of the lotions and creams he had experimented with to make his skin livable. “Yet, he no longer does. It pains me to be here. The King and I both left here, left you,  on our own, and to return breaks at the most celebrated parts of our lives, but I will not fail my King. If there is something I can do to ensure his life, it is my duty as a loyal servant to do so. ” Nicholas words were sharp, though too rushed, and Rahal’s arrogant expression began to drop slightly. The rudeness of Nicholas’s words were irritating the Rhys’s Prince, and Rahal very much wanted to even out Nicholas’s new cut with another on the opposing side of his face.

Nic’s hand rose, clenching the gun, and rubbed the blood off his cheek. It smeared, and remained on his hand.  He tried not to think of the steps he would take next to ensure that Lien and Sai got out. He had promised them.

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Return of the Kings / Re: Chapter One
« on: July 01, 2019, 07:53:55 pm »
"I'll discipline you later," the statement was plain, clear, and said before enemies. Rahal stared at Rhys, trying to conceal the feeling of betrayal behind his eyes. He was mostly successful, as Rhys has been his teacher, but he knew the King could see him through like a beetle pinned to a board. Here was Nicholas holding a gun in the harem's entryway, and Rahal was to blame. Deep down, he understood why. He had pushed the boundary, conspired, but still he was the Prince. Rahal shifted his gaze from Rhys, staring pointedly at the floor. His face burned, but he was letting go of the fury and physical rage. His shoulders slumped, and he looked back at Rhys with more calm, though he carefully controlled his breath. He followed Rhys into the chamber, not bothering to pick up the kimono or clean his hands of Michael's blood. He glanced at the five cups, counting himself there, and relaxing further. He sat, looking sharply across the room as the others made their way in.

~~

Nicholas lowered the gun at Rhys's words towards Rahal. He watched the Prince struggle to contain his pride and anger, and Nicholas had to feel some joy at his struggle. The viper had just been at their throats, and he was pleased to see it collared. As Rahal followed Rhys, Nicholas moved to Lien and Sai. "Is he okay?" He panted, looking between the two. Blood dripped down the side of his face. The cut that Rahal had dealt was fresh and open. "Come," he whispered. Michael was barely breathing, and the three hurried into the room. Their high emotions and Michael's messy self stood out in such a lavish room. Rahal watched them enter, his arms wide on the chair he settled in, owning the space. Nicholas helped the Princes' plop Michael into a chair. His blood smeared the fabric, and his head lolled back. Nicholas looked at Lien, at Sai, expecting them to speak. He was of no rank to speak to Rhys.

"Cat got your tongue?" Rahal breathed, risking further wrath by speaking from Rhys, but his eyes still stared hungrily at Nicholas and the gun. He would not soon forget that the servant had aimed it at him.

Nicholas glared at Rahal. Even with the invitation of comfort, he still bore the silver weapon at his side. He may need it, just in case the situation continued to turn foul. He glanced back at Lien and Sai, before looking at Rhys. It hurt to stare at that man, to bring courage to his words, but he managed to struggle out. "Michael is dying. His body eats him from the inside. He doesn't have an hour left." Even as he spoke, Nicholas was staring raptly at Rhys's face. The King was a picture of vibrancy. While he was older than Michael, the two men looked to be of the same age, or at least when Michael was in good health. Could it... Nicholas swallowed, "The doctors have said that they have nothing left for him. Nothing of man can pull him back from this point now."  He hesitated, not sure how to dive into the Estraella connection. It seemed ludicrous to bring it up to such formidable men.

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Return of the Kings / Re: Chapter One
« on: July 01, 2019, 04:58:32 pm »
“That’s enough,” Rhys had said.

It was like a snap in the room. It was as though someone had opened a window during a storm and all the air was sucked out. Sai had the best view of Rahal’s face. He could see it change from a cold, precise rage, to a frozen icy mask. “****,” Rahal murmured. He had trouble unclenching his hand from Michael’s throat. He truly wanted to leave it for just a moment more. He was certain that another squeeze would push him over to the brink of death, but Rahal could now feel Rhys’s eyes on his back.

Rahal turned, the fury still lingering on his face as he turned to his King. Nicholas’s eyes had closed at Rhys’s voice. His stomach clenched with relief and anxiety. It had been long since he heard that voice while standing in Sanguarina, where Rhys was most powerful, and he suddenly felt very small. He couldn’t face that nightmare, for for a second, he was trapped in a dark room with that voice and a knife. Instead, he continued to hold his hand shakily at Rahal, the gun gleaming in the morning light.

Rahal seemed to finally notice the gun, and his darkened eyes widened. “You rat,” he began viciously, than caught himself under Rhys’s gaze. Still, the fury was undisguised on his face. Nicholas, Nicholas could have been responsible for shooting him? Rahal looked between Nicholas, Michael, and then Rhys. “They attacked, sir,” he said coldly. “I  was defending our home.” Rahal’s hand, coated in Michael’s blood, and Rahal’s otherwise uninjured frame seemed to defy his words.

“We’ve come for help,” Nicholas barely whispered. One hand rose to support the gun, and he showed no sign of lowering it, not when Rahal was still so close to Michael.  Nicholas still wouldn't look at Rhys, but he felt his presence like a huge imposing shadow behind him. Rahal looked over at Nicholas, that same fury in his eyes, then at Rhys.

“The traitor has brought a gun and a corpse into our home, my Majesty. I was dealing appropriately with them. Please, give me permission to continue.”   Rahal's words were breathless, but cold. He desperately wanted to finish the job, to kill Michael here, to silent the Princes' and their dog. He knew the unlikeliness of Rhys approving further violence, but it was what Rahal could plea for to try to preserve his current life.

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Return of the Kings / Re: Chapter One
« on: July 01, 2019, 03:49:17 pm »
 A small, pale boy sung from a chair. His voice filled the large chamber. In the center of the circular room was a dancer. It wasn’t a slight figure, but a lean and muscular young man whose short dark curls were dampened with sweat. He danced athletically, full leaps into the air with a bracing crouch upon impact, before leaning out again in a striking pose. The dancer had darker skin, nearing his late teens, but his entire dance imposed power and strength. He stopped, striking a final pose, his head drooping down as he panted.  His sweaty chest heaved up and down. The song left the room,

A white, ivory cane slipped underneath the dancer’s chin, pushing it upward. The dancer’s eyes, too light for his skin, caught the eyes of the fox in the room. Rahal held the cane carefully under the dancer’s chin, keeping it propped up. “Let them see your face here,” he said, “They have seen the rest of you. Let them see those eyes, and you will have a patron soon enough.” The cane kept the chin there for a second, then tapped it roughly.

“Again,” Rahal said, curtly. The dancer’s body seemed to slump and the singer’s head drooped. Based off the gleam of sweat on the performer, this wasn’t his first, or his second, or third performance. Rahal turned, wiping his long robe about him. His clothing was informal, but still reeked of expense. He wore loose white pants that sinched at his ankles. His feet were bare and he hadn’t bothered with a shirt. The ivory  kimono draped around his shoulders was embroided with diamonds and emeralds. Rahal sat back in his chair, his long red hair half pinned up in an elaborate braid. The most audacious part of his outfit was the heavy golden jewels around his neck, easily worth a small home. The singer had taken a sip of water. Rahal looked at him, his light eyes narrowing before hitting the boy with the cane. The boy jumped, startled. “I said, again,” Rahal said.

Song filled the room again.

Rahal’s eyes glazed as he watched the dance. In his mind, the last years had been kind to him. He hadn’t lost his role. He had a warm bed, and a trunk filled with gems. He had even heard rumor of a certain dog going downhill. That warmed his chest, but he wouldn’t allow that name said in his or his King’s presence if he could help it, so he had done his best to keep those rumors at bay.

“Prince,” a guard said softly at his side. Rahal’s eyes rolled back lazily. He held up one hand. The dancer froze in his stance, and the note was cut off. The guard leaned close to him. “We have a new delivery. He is off the streets, a looker that was picked up. He is… struggling to learn his place.”
Rahal listened, eyelids half closed. He nodded briskly at the end of the information. He closed his opened hand into a fist and both the singer and dancer relaxed. The dark dancer fell to his knees, panting heavily. “Go,” he said as he swept himself up.

~~

It was dark within the cell. The boy’s hands and feet were tied, his white flesh gleaming with sweat, naked as the day he was born. He shifted, straining. It hadn’t been too long ago he had been walking under the moonlight, high as a kite to be fair, but still free.

“What is your name?” a voice said from the darkness. The tied boy raised his eyes, squinting to see through the dark. The voice was young, strong, and oddly attracting.

“Who’s there?”

“Do not respond to my question with another.” There were noises as the doors dragged open, footsteps in, then the closing of the doors. “Answer me. What is your name?”
“Simon,” breathed the boy, cringing away as he felt the presence of someone else in his cell.

“Simon,” Rahal breathed. “I don’t like it. You will be given another. I hear you have been causing my guards trouble. You have failed to show gratitude towards the gift you have been presented with.”

Simon was finally getting a good view of his visitor. Long deep flaming hair, the hardest emerald eyes he had ever seen, and clothes worth pounds upon pounds of drugs. Rahal knelt near him. Simon attempted to jerk away, and the ropes strained, but Rahal’s warm hand found his arm anyways.

“So destructive,” Rahal mused, his finger running along the red and angry injection marks along Simon’s arm. “Are you trying to kill yourself?”

“Get away  from m- don’t touch me!” Simon tried to kick out, but the bonds stopped his body. Rahal smiled coldly, slipping closer to the other person.

“I am the best thing to be near you,” Rahal grabbed Simon’s head with both hands. Simon’s head twisted, shaking violently, but Rahal held it firmly. He struck it hard, three times against the wall behind Simon. The teenager cried out in pain, his curly blondes held in Rahal’s cold hands. He stopped fighting at that. Rahal examined the teenager’s face. He had a good bone structure, desirable lips, olive skin that made his blonde hair a shock. It was no wonder the harem’s scouts picked up the youth up. He could make a decent penny, when broken.

“Do you know where you are?” Rahal breathed, one hand pushing the teenager’s lip up to examine his teeth. Simon bit at him, and Rahal laughed. “Don’t make me slam your pretty head again. Do you know where you are?”

“No…” Simon half whimpered, half shook his head to try to yank himself free from the grip. The pain at the back of his head throbbed, but he would rather have that pain than this man so close to him.

“You are home,” Rahal whispered, leaning down. He hesitated, then bit the ear lobe of the youth. He suckled, running his hand through the curls. As a Prince, Rahal wasn’t allowed the touch that he wanted, but Rhys was far from the dungeon and Rahal felt safe. The guards at the door wouldn’t tell, if they knew what was best for them.  Simon jerked, surprised, and resumed his struggle. Rahal held him by the neck. “You are going to be reborn here,” he whispered, “You will be broken from this addicted shell and remade. Who you were before was only a lie. It was a fragment, a ghost. You were trying to kill yourself anyways.” His long fingers stayed nestled on Simon’s chin, watching him very much like a cat would watch a bird in a cage. “You are now real. This is the truest place you have ever been, and as long as you listen to me, you will be safe.” Rahal’s fingers twisted in the boy’s hair, pulling the olive skinned boy close to him. Simon shuddered. This man didn’t smell like sweat or dirt, but the sweet almond smell was more threatening than those smells on the street. Rahal’s lips nuzzled against the boy’s neck and Simon growled. Rahal laughed, nipping him with those white straight teeth. “You will learn,” he whispered. He straightened, turning away. He approached the guards, beginning to prepare a list of instructions when a hateful whisper came from the dark.

“****,” Simon’s voice was tear choked, his gaze fixed on the ground. His entire body was tense and shaking, but he clung to the image of himself in the past. Not this image that the stranger had tried to assign to him.

The guards shifted. The silence filled the room, but the silence felt like venom slowly taking the air out.

Fabric moved. Rahal had turned back to Simon. In his emerald eyes now, predatorially gold specks seemed to brighten in the night. “Say it again,” he said, that oddly alluring voice more quiet than before.

“****!” Simon cried out, his voice choking as he strained. “I’m n-not going to stay here and be touched by **** like y-“

The crack of the cane against Simon’s jaw reverberated around the room. Simon’s head hit the back of the wall. He began to collapse, but Rahal’s white hand caught him by the throat. Rahal shoved the bottom of his hand into Simon’s windpipe, and the boy began to gag. Rahal’s forest eyes stared at the boy. The gagging sound filled the chamber for several long seconds. Rahal’s shoulders relaxed as he listened to it, his lips opening partway. Nothing relaxed in his arm, his weight against the boy’s windpipe.
“He will have no female courtesans or clients,” Rahal’s voice whisped, beginning the instructions he had been about to when the boy dared the insult. “Not for a year will you feel the touch of a woman.” He twisted his hand slightly and Simon felt blackness beginning to edge his eyes. Saliva was pooling at his mouth, and his hand clawed helplessly at Rahal’s merciless grip. “Only after this year, and only after you have prostrated yourself before me, begging for relieve, will I consider giving you mercy.” Rahal’s head turned, and his eyes widened in excitement as he watched the gagging youth. “My name is Rahal Khalstead. I am the Prince of Sanguinara, and I have held my position **** after ****, year after year. I will not hear one base insult from a flea. You have worsened your life, and you should see me in your nightmares. Dream of me everyday,” his hand shifted suddenly, releasing the windpipe, but gripping the neck. Simon took in gasping breaths, tears streaming down his face.  “Hope for my goodness,” Rahal grinned widely, “for it is the only way you will have reprieve again.”

Rahal put his lips next to Simon’s ear. Simon’s breath came in long puffs, struggling with this demon holding him, casting his life’s fate in words. “Say it again,” Rahal whispered, his voice pitching up, laughing.

Simon’s head violently shook. Blood trickled down the side of his face where Rahal’s cane had struck him.

“See,” Rahal let go, now turning to the guards. His hands held out gracefully at his side, the ivory cane held loosely in one hand. “Everyone can learn,” he stepped out of the caged chamber. He looked at the guards as he flicked his cane into his hand. He daftly wiped the blood off with his hand. He wouldn’t ruin his white clothes with it. He brought his hand to his mouth, sucking the blood quietly. He paused, looking into Simon’s cell. “Take him tonight,” he said simply to the guard. “We will not bother with the virgin pricing. He will see who the **** is then,” Rahal looked at the guard, who nodded hastily. He smiled.

~~

Rahal’s footsteps echoed as he climbed the stairs from the dungeons. He didn’t like to call them dungeons. The word didn’t suit a place like Sanguinara. Still, such places were necessary in a place like this. Rahal found the dark oddly calming. It wasn’t long ago that he was a child in the dark, hoarding the smallest of favors. He was no longer that man. Lean and slender like a dagger in the dark, Rahal felt as a man of control, power, and favor. The place ran smoothly, even if some blood had to be drawn. The concubines listened and obeyed, and money was flowing. Rahal thrived at feeling his hand in that – at making the name Sanguinara powerful. All for him. His King. Rahal may not always feel the acknowledgement of the man that he had known his entire life, but he knew that with each day that he was kept in his role as Prince, the King was gracing him with approval. At this point, Rahal considered as he sucked the last of the blood off his hand, he couldn’t be happier.

There was a daft buzz in his ear. Someone at the door, an unexpected client. Rahal went to turn the wireless bud off in his ear. He needed to know the comings and goings of the harem. Certain clients liked certain ****, and he would need to know if he needed to prepare them. Then, “I’m Prince Lien of Firesse…” Rahal stopped. The cane hit the next step hard as Rahal’s entire spine tightened up. No, Rahal’s hand lingered in his hair, listening to the intercom. Of course, he knew the bastard. They had been paired near each other many times on formal occasions, with barbed comments and side glances, but there was absolutely zero reason why Lien would be here at this hour.  “… regarding his estranged son. It’s is quite urgent.” His son? Michael? Cold waves crashed through Rahal’s body.

The day Michael escaped the harem had been the beginning of a new life for Rahal. It allowed him to bite, turned, and thrash in his role and fight his way to Rhys’s attention and affection. It was no secret the turmoil of Rhys’s and Michael’s relationship, and Rahal wanted nothing of that man in Sanguinara. He didn’t know how long he was still. He knew this message must have been relayed to Rhys as well.

I have to get ahead of this. Rahal suddenly realized, a thunderous resolution. He grabbed his cane and began to rush up, his long braids whipping behind him. “Let them in,” Rahal said, his hand pressed against the bud. He rushed into the pale red entryway. The dancer was still seated on the floor, his breathing coming with more regularity. Other concubines were beginning to fill the hall. A messenger boy was passing. Rahal grabbed the boy by the back of his neck. “Delay the King from coming here,” he snarled. The boy had started at being grabbed, but truly turned ashened when he looked up to see the fiery Prince holding him. “If you fail,” Rahal’s grip was painful, “I will be unhappy.”

That was enough. The youth rushed off, looking very much like he was going to cry, but headed directly towards the path Rhys would have to take to enter the grand chambers. By the time Rahal looked up, the dark mahogany doors were opening, and he could see  slumped figures coming in from the pale, morning light.

~~

Michael’s weight on Nicholas’s shoulder felt like bricks. Under the blanket, his head was lolled back and blood from his head and mouth dripped warmly onto Sai’s shoulder. He wasn’t supporting himself at all, and Nicholas and Sai had to drag his feet.

No man should come to this, certainly not a man like Michael.

Lien’s silence had been heavy in the car. Nicholas could only wonder at what his thoughts could be, and he thought that he may have understood, but Nicholas’s couldn’t turn his thoughts away from the dying man in the back. None of Nicholas’s life had been the pursuit of a story, a tale. He had never sought such a happy ending for himself, except for perhaps when he ran from the very place he was returning.

“I’m sorry, Michael,” Nicholas murmured. He didn’t decide to apologize. He could feel his own feet become heavier as they approached the threshold, a tight sense of dread as he looked into the entryway.

How could it be that this place still rung as home in his heart?

In the distance, he could see an uncomfortably familiar flame of hair. ****… Nicholas shrugged Michael more onto his shoulder, stopping a few feet past the doors. He could hear them begin to close behind him. “We want to see the King,” Nicholas said, his voice clear and tight.

Rahal’s eyes had darkened. They stormed a dark forest green as he looked at the strangers. Their presence was a sin to his home. “Outcasts,” he said, approaching slowly. His shoulders twisted up, serpent like, as he approached. “A traitor,” his feet clicked as he approached, “And two false Princes,” his eyes lingered between Sai and Lien. “And… what? A lump?” The dark eyes turned to the covered face. Something shifted in his eyes.

“We want to see the King,” Nicholas repeated. Dealing with Rahal was dangerous, and he would have none of the sympathies that Nicholas was counting on to save his King. He half glanced at Lien, wondering if the Prince’s word would be more effective with this snake, but before he could allow Lien a word, Rahal’s hand had whipped out and yanked the blanket off of Michael’s face.

The once proud King’s face was a tragedy. There was enough dried blacken blood to cake one side of his face, but there was still fresh hot crimson trails from his mouth. His skin had lost its vibrance and was steadily becoming grayer. His eyes were closed.

There was a small murmur, a break in the air. The concubines around the room, stepped forward, some gasping, but mostly stunned. Rahal’s lips twitched, a vein formed in his head. This… he could hardly breath for a moment.

Michael’s lolling, bloody form was the best image that Rahal had ever seen. In his wildiest dreams, he hadn’t had the imagine to picture such a beautiful sight.

The murmur grew. Rahal’s head turned and looked around the room. “Get out,” he said, his voice ringing. “If one of you repeats this to a mouse, to a fly, I will find you and flail you. Do not doubt my word.”

It seemed none of them did. The concubines’ departure from the space was rapid, and silent.

Michael gurgled slightly. It may have been a cough half an hour ago, but it didn’t seem he could manage that anymore. Blood trickled from his lips onto the floor. Rahal watched, fascinated. “He’s dead,” Rahal said flatly.

“He’s not dead,” Nicholas responded, voice angry. This was wasting time. He had never wanted to shout for Rhys before, but he did now. The way Rahal was looking at Michael was like a hawk with a rabbit in its claws. “Get Rhys, Rahal.” Dropping the crap, “You know he would want to be here. We requested an audience with him, and you delaying us is costing Michael valuable time.”

Rahal blinked, his expression shifting. There seemed to be a full tick in his brain process, “Why would you taunt Rhys like this?” Rahal said, his hand slowly going to his cane. “Bringing his dead son to Sanguinara,” a long slither as the slender blade pulled from the inside of the cane. A rattle of ivory on marble as he dropped it. “A last taunt from Firesse,” Rahal rolled his neck from side to side. “Disgusting.”

“Lie-“ Nicholas began to urgently try to pass Michael’s arm to Lien, but Rahal was too fast. Rahal’s blade swiped at Michael’s throat. Nicholas dropped Michael, causing Rahal’s blade to glide through empty air. Nicholas slammed his body into Rahal’s chest and they both went sprawling. Nicholas managed to stay on top, his knuckle pounding into Rahal’s wrist grasping his cane. Rahal cried out, forced to release it, but his legs spun up to encircle Nicholas and slam him to the ground to the side. There was a roll, and Rahal ended on top. Nicholas’s hands shot up, grabbing at Rahal’s chin and pushing it up, but Rahal produced a knife from within his robes. The knife slammed down, and blood appeared on Nicholas’s cheek. Rahal tsked as Nicholas cried out. “Another cut, another day,” Rahal mocked. “That is just your life, swine,” he switched the knife in his hands, prepared to give him a matching cut on the other cheek. Nicholas managed to wrap his legs around Rahal as before, knocking him off of him, but Rahal sprung up. Even as Nicholas scrambled to get to his feet, Rahal swung up his leg and kicked the manservant hard in the head. Nicholas crumpled, but Rahal didn’t stop, and kicked him again. The crunch of his foot against Nicholas’s skull filled the chamber.

Rahal stared down at Nicholas, panting, than spat to the side. Quite undignified, but there was no one of significance to notice. He again rolled his shoulders, stretching his arms out as he appreased himself. “Look at that,” he mused softly, before bringing those predatory eyes up to Sai and Lien. “Not a mark on me,” and he grinned wildly. He let the kimono slip off of him, revealing his lean muscular arms.

Nicholas began to stir, but Rahal didn’t notice as he turned and approached the Princes. “Give him to me,” he said. “You are making him suffer,” his voice turned to a whisper. “I will end it.”

Rahal sprung forward, right in between the two Princes, and his hand grabbed Michael’s windpipe. He squeezed. It wouldn’t take long to squeeze the life out of this half man. Michael wasn’t even gagging in response. He would slip right out of this life, and Rahal would be free of him. Behind him, Nicholas was staggering up, pushing his body up with one shaking hand. He seemed heavily disoriented, but he pulled the gun from his robes and pointed it shakily at Rahal’s back.

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Inspiration / I'm Not Scared
« on: June 27, 2019, 10:37:00 pm »
Not a hundred percent translation, but I imagine this is some of the feeling with Nicholas, Sai, Lien approaching Rhys's harem. They have to build themselves up for some of the darkness they have either experienced or felt. There is also some lines about pride in there that make me think of Michael.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOrOkTnmMy8

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Return of the Kings / Re: Chapter One
« on: June 24, 2019, 10:10:42 pm »
Nicholas's head rose slowly, looking between the two at the exchange. "Rhys won't," he said slowly. "It will be a high price, if it is real. However," his hand went to Michael, "He also will not allow Michael to die. Even if we denied his price, I think we are more likely to have Rhys forcibly take Michael from us, than for Rhys to let Michael die. If Michael lives, in his full capacity, he can escape Sanguinaria again. As you both know, Michael at full capacity, is truly something to reckon with."

But so was Rhys. So was Rhys when he had an opportunity he hadn't had in a decade. Not to mention other snakes there...

Nicholas couldn't think about it further. He needed to act before courage failed him. He grabbed a blanket from Lien's bed, ripping the delicate fabric, before binding his head. He began to lift Michael, though it was a struggle. Michael was taller and more well built than all three. Cursing, Nicholas stumbled, fell, then tried again, lifting the twitching King.  "Lord Sai, grab the other arm, please!"

Stepping into the early morning light, the sunlight seemed like a harsh joke against Michael's white and bloody flesh. Nicholas panted, struggling with the weight of the King. "Won't one of you get the car?" He grunted, staggering, as he began to carry the King from his harem. Sanguinaria wasn't far, but Michael wasn't a good color. Lien left for the car. Nicholas panted alongside Sai, both becoming blood smeared. "Sai?" Nic said slowly, "You have that weapon that Michael gave you, right?" The manservant glanced over at him. "You may need it if things go foul in there. They likely will. Yet, he could live."

As the car drove up, Nic hastily helped Sai and Michael into the back seat. He placed Michael along Sai's lap. Michael truly seemed to have no idea what was happening. The wild eye movement under his eyes had slowed, and so had the twitching. Still, every few seconds, they could hear him take a rattling death breath. Nicholas sat up front with Lien. "Speed," Nicholas advised Lien. The manservant began to check himself. Under his robe, Lien could see the two long daggers that Nicholas had threatened him with strapped to his knees. A gun was against his side. Another in a deep coat. "Do you need anything?" Nicholas's voice was tight. Weapons like this were not allowed in harems, in case the servant turned against royalty. It spoke of Michael's trust of Nicholas that the servant was so well armed.

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Return of the Kings / Re: Chapter One
« on: June 24, 2019, 09:33:44 pm »
Nicholas stared down at Michael's bloody face. The spasms remained, violently twitching every minute or two. Nicholas began to cry. It was a slow start, but tears began to run down his face. "It is a story. The only story in the world to me. But..." His hands tried to wipe the blood from Michael's face. "But the doctors have told me he would die. I don't believe a hospital would help him."

Michael's blood wiped off onto Nicholas's hands. Nic lowered his head onto Michael's chest. It was a surprising move of affection for a manservant. "I pushed this child through a laundry drop," the whisper was hardly audible, but in the quiet of the room, it sounded like a shout. "He told me to go with him, but I couldn't. I.... It was the only act of defiance I had ever done in my life." He looked up at Michael, one hand lingering on his jaw. Michael's dark hair circled his head like a black halo. He hesitated, then rolled his long, brown sleeve up. With the humble servant's arm exposed,  so were the deep scars on his arm. Long, precise, and deep scars criss crossed Nicholas's arm. They were so deep, so cross patterned. It was a deliberate act with someone skilled with a knife. "He left my face," Nicholas whispered, pulling the sleeve down. "It wouldn't do to have a servant visibly maimed." It couldn't have just been that arm. There had to be more. Suddenly, Nicholas's thick brown robes that he had always worn now seemed omnious. "Rhys broke me," Nicholas half sobbed. He truly had tears on his face, something that was like blood in the water in a harem.  "Yet, I..." His hand scrabbled at Michael's face. His breath was hard, each one obviously taking everything for him. "I still... somehow.. ran. Knowing what would happen, knowing the wrath I already had on my back. I did it for him. I found him and protected him in the harems he was Prince in, and then stayed as he became King." Nicholas looked up, looking between Sai and Lien. "My lords, I am sorry. I have failed you both, and my King. It is a fairy tale, I know. Yet, I can't see him die. I can't live a day thinking that I could have done something, and didn't. If we go there, and it is false, I will die to get you both out again. My life is tied with his, and I can't let him die without trying." The manservant scooted back away, his hands coated in Michael's blood. He prostated himself, on the ground, his body bowing so low that his forehead pressed against the floor. "Lords..." he breathed, "It is dangerous, I know, but Firesse is our home. I will die before either of you, but... but I ca.. can't..."  Nicholas couldn't finish. He spluttered off to low murmurs, and the soft sounds of crying.

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